Who Am I?

Like those first disciples, we may find that Jesus suddenly turns to us and asks, "Who do you say I am?" Our answer can make all the difference in the world..

The Scripture

Mark 8:27-38
as interpreted by Deborah

While they were on their way to visit the towns in the district of Caesarea Philippi, Jesus asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?”

They replied, “Some say John the Baptist, while others say Elijah, and there are those who believe you’re one of the prophets.”

“And who do you say I am?” Jesus asked. Peter spoke up, “You are the Messiah.” And he forbid them to tell anyone about him.

That was when he first told them that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and rise after three days. (Jesus made no secret of this, but spoke about it all quite openly.)

And Peter took him aside and began to scold him. But turning away and looking toward his disciples, the Lord rebuked Peter, “Get out of my way, Satan! You are focusing not on divine things, but on human constructs.”

He called the crowd, together with his disciples, and said, “Let those who want to become my followers deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.

“For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the good news, will save it. What’s the profit in gaining the whole world if you lose your life? After all, what could they give you in exchange for your life?

“Those who are ashamed of me and my teachings in this unfaithful and sinful age the Son of Man will be ashamed of when he arrives in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.”

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is Lord by Deborah Beach Giordano

Idle Conversation

Jesus walking with his disciplesWhile traveling with his disciples Jesus asks them about The Word On the Street. He wants to know what people are saying about his message and his ministry.

In response, the disciples share the most popular opinions. There are those who see him as a prophet: a God-inspired truth-teller who was sent to call the people back to faithful living. Some — including King Herod — believe Jesus to be a reincarnation of the slain John the Baptist. Others think he might be Elijah, whose return was said to herald a new beginning for the kingdom of Israel.

Jesus was not being dismissed or ignored — not after the miracles he had wrought! — but there was no consensus. As far as most folks were concerned, he could be almost anybody.

So far this sounds like a typical traveler’s conversation; a general topic of discussion for the long trudging hours on the road. Nothing important; just a way to keep boredom at bay. That seems to be the disciples’ attitude: no one gets excited, nobody’s pushing a particular opinion; it’s all casual and speculative. Some of them probably aren’t even paying attention to what is being said.

The Big Question

And then the Lord asks the big question: “Who do you say I am?”

asking the questionI imagine that brought the group to a sudden halt — and one or two of the stragglers bumped into the ones who had stopped. There was confusion and disorder, “Stop, will ‘ya?” “What did he say?” “Shhh!” and moments of silence before Peter spoke up.

And in the meantime...

In the meantime the disciples had to consider what had been asked of them. All at once (or, as Mark likes to say, immediately), without any warning, they were faced with the most important question of their lives. Did time seem to slow — and seconds feel like hours, while they pondered their reply? Or was it like a rushing wind — a sudden, hurried thing? What was the right thing to say? What was the honest thing to say?

We know the answer didn’t immediately spring to their lips. There wasn’t a joyful chorus in response; no shouts of "Huzzah! You are the king, our Lord, and the Messiah." Only Peter answered.

We don’t even know if they all agreed. We only know that they continued on their way.

The Easy Answer

Of course we wise and well-schooled Christians know that if the Lord turned to us and asked, “Who do you say I am?” - we’d have a ready answer. As a matter of fact, we’d have a whole slew of answers.

dictionaryScripture and religious traditions have provided us with many names and titles for Jesus: priest, prophet, and king; Prince of Peace; King of Kings; Lord; Messiah; Holy Teacher; Gracious Master; Christ; Son of God; Son of Man; Child of Wisdom; Radiant Healer, Divine Advocate, Merciful Judge; ... the list goes on and on.

If we say that Jesus is “the Christ,” or draw on a phrase from the liturgy such as “Jesus is Lord,” or “our Lord and our Savior,” we may think we’ve answered the Lord’s question. But words are not reality: language can conceal the truth as readily as it can reveal it. What matters is what these words mean.

To paraphrase a notorious quote from a former president, “it depends on your definition.”


But even taking into consideration the newness of the idea, or their limited theological language, it’s easy to scorn the disciples’ confusion and slowness in responding. Every morning of every day they stood in the Lord’s presence. They’d seen what he had done, they’d heard his words, and experienced his gracious love and holy power. How could they fail to answer immediately with a declaration of their faith and loyalty?

More Silence

Every morning we follow our daily routine: shower, shave, cup of coffee, blearily heading off to work. The day drifts along in a sea of business-as-usual. A coworker shows up late for a meeting, the copy machine has died, and the phone system is on the blink. At lunch a bicyclist darts past us on the sidewalk, a young mother struggles to quiet a fussy toddler, an elderly man fumbles with his change ahead of us in line. With true Christian forbearance, we do not shout or curse or shove.

Are we nobly ignoring minor annoyances? Or have we failed to notice that suddenly — all at once and with no warning — Jesus has turned to us and asked: “Who do you say I am?”

A Very Telling Answer

Our answer doesn’t define Jesus — it defines us. Our response to his question defines our relationship to the Lord.

Jesus' invitationWhen we say Jesus is “the Christ,” we confess our belief in Him as Son of God, source of abundant life here and eternal life hereafter. When we call ourselves Christians we confirm our promise to be his disciples: to follow Him in all we say and do, in everything we hope for and believe.

We reveal our understanding of “who Jesus is” not merely by what we proclaim with our lips, but in the testimony of our lives. When we are merciful and forgiving, caring and compassionate; when we bless and do not condemn — we are the living proof that his Gospel is true. Through our words and our works we, his disciples, are witnesses of the Lord’s power to nourish, to restore, to heal, and to save.

Or we can serve as convincing evidence that Jesus was not who he said he was.

We bear a heavy responsibility. If we say we are Christians, people will believe it: “So that’s what Jesus of Nazareth was like!”

An Open Secret

After Peter’s confession, Jesus insists that the disciples not tell anyone that he is the Messiah. This mandate to keep silent has been called “the Messianic secret,” which makes it sound as if Jesus wished to conceal his true nature. But I don’t think that’s the case.

a joyful walk

I believe that Jesus was cautioning his followers against glib, unfounded proclamations of who He is. By demanding our “silence” the Lord makes us take his teachings seriously; we can’t just spout a few platitudes about “loving our neighbors” and then go on about business-as-usual, despising those who are different, ignoring the welfare of the poor, the ill, and the aged.

Simply telling others that Jesus is the Lord will be met with skepticism or outright denial. Words are not enough. It’s up to us to prove that our claim is true.

Be doers of the word, and not hearers only.
    ~ The Epistle of James 1:22

Virtual hugs and real-time blessings,

Deborah +

Suggested Spiritual Exercise

Give prayerful consideration to the question: Does your daily life reflect that the Christ is at work in you?